LIFE OF AN ABUJA GIRL....

I am the first person to admit i'm not as much of a christian as i ought to be. I chide myself for not living up to standard and walking in line with God's divine design for my life. I struggle to stay focused and most times,i loose the battle. But no matter how many times i fail,i have no intention of leaving the battle ground..No sir,no way..I have been equipped with all the gears i need to win this,and win i must.

So many times when i am faced with terrible afflictions,i pray to God and demand that he pays attention to my prayers,and when he doesn't(as far as i'm concerned) i alienate myself from him. That's the greatest sin of pride and so many of us are guilty of it. I forget that God doesn't work according to my calendar. He isn't an object I can clock on and expect to go off just when it suits me and at the slightest trace of a problem..I can't see wide enough or far enough to know or comprehend his grand plan for me because my faith is constantly waving and my trust forever shaking.

I know that God does not need my permission to break me into my destiny neither does he need any preparation for it to be executed. It Just takes suddenly for my lanes to be changed. I try so hard to make my love for God surpass my worry about trivial things like not being where i ought to be. I want to strive to the point where my love for God will be so great that all my energy will be spent towards keeping the flame alive that i won't have any more  left worrying my pretty little head about things God has already sorted out.

I might not be much of a church goer, but i have a great fellowship in my heart with God. I might not be a christian by title, but i am a christian by attitude. I might not be a preaching christian,but i am a reaching christian. I might not know too many verses in the bible, but i know word for word the rules about treating my fellow human beings like they are gods.(After all,what good is it being a christian if u don't love your neighbor more than yourself)

I'm a work in progress. A building under construction. And by the time the work on me is done, you all would be dazzled at the end result..Because as far as i'm concerned,i'm an architectural masterpiece..And masterpieces take time to be completed.
Tega..xoxo

Hello people, this post still isn't mine. Still on the visitor's column and i thought to share it.