ONLY YOU CAN MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD!

woke up with a lot on my mind this morning. You know that feeling of being abandoned by people you will naturally give your all for? today feels like world forsake friends day. smh* its so painful because it seems like i am entitled to their loyalty, its just so weird, unpleasant and so not right.
It can't be that bad na! there are still a few good people around but im so stuck up with this feeling that i can't even think straight. I miss my friends badly. The ones with whom i have done alot ☀̤̣̈̇f stupid things with. It's sad but hey! Like someone i know always says, "you cannot be friends with twenty people for twenty years" people grow, things change, deal with it!

Listening to certain songs sef doesn't help my already sad and pathetic situation. I hug snow flake tight, by the way, thats the name i gave to my new teddy bear. I am still in my nightie i am generally feeling sorry for myself. I imagine a million and one things i and my friends would have been doing now. A nostalgic jaunt down memory lane and i catch myself giggling. good days eh! smh*

I ask myself why i feel like this and the answer is not far fetched. A call or a ping from that person that rocks my boat, that isn't coming and even the fact that nobody gave me sallah meat :-( jeez!!! how cheezy.
I pull myself together and spoil myself and pamper myself a little(there is no use being sad for all the wrong reasons). Nobody hangs around a sad polzin abi? if i cant make me happy, who will? Sometimes i ask myself, if push comes to shove, will my darling rabbits be there for me? I guess i may never know until the time comes.
Shout out to all those we treat as top priority, who treat us like options and plan B! God is watching you on 3D HD. For now, im busy loving me please #DND#(do not disturb). See what not eating sallah meat has caused? Chai ayaf kolo finish(covering face).
Happy holiday people!